Aaron Anthony Craven

LOVE &+ MiSS MY BROTHER . ! [SiERRA RADFORD]

THiS iS SiERRA RADFORD iMiSS MY BROTHER 0O2. DEATH iTS HARD TO WAKE UP EVERY DAY AND NOT SEE YOUR FACE THE CLOSEST iCAN qET TO YOU iS SiTTiN BY YOUR GRAVE CRYiN THESE TEARS ALL THROUGH THESES YEARS iTS HARD TO KNOW THAT YOUR iN HEAVEN SMiLiN DOWN ON ME &+ CHECKiN UP ON ME iJUST WiSH YOU WAS HERE SO iCAN CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER SOMETiME YOU WERE &+ STiLL ARE THE ONLY MAN iTRUST &+ LOOK UP TO YOU EVERYTHiNG FEELS SOOO HARD NOW THAT YOUR GONE iTS HARD TO EVEN LOOK UP iN THE SKY &+ TO KNOW YOUR UP THERE iT KiLLS ME SLOWLY TO KNOW THAT iCANT HAVE YOU DOWN HERE BUT iKNOW ONE DAY&+ ONE DAY iLL BE THERE TO BY YOUR SiDE SO WE CAN LAUGH EVERYTHiNG UP iTS HARD TO KNOW iHAD THE BEST.! Biq BROTHER iN THE WORLD &+ JUST LiKE THAT HE'S qONE iREMEMBER THAT MORNiNq LiKE iT YESTERDAY MAKiNq YOU BREAKFAST THEN RUNNiNq TO YOUR BED iN MY TOWEL JUMPiNq OUT THE SHOWER BECAUSE DAY DAY SAiD YOU WERE BLEEDiNq &+ NOT TALKiNq . ! :( iT WAS SO HARD BUT iT STiLL FEELS LiKE YESTERDAY EVEN THOUqH iT WAS ALMOST 4YEARS AqO BUT iJUST THOUqHT iSEND A MESSAqE TO LET CHA KNOW YOUR STiLL iN MY HEART SOUL &_+ THOUqHTS FOREVER AND ALWAYS REST iN PEACE AARON ANTHONY CRAVEN . ! THROUqH ALL THE qOOD &_+ BADS iBEEN THRIUqH STiLL iRiSE TO SHOW YOU YOUR LiTTLE SiSTER CAN DO iT &_+ SHE TRYiNq CUZ SHE KNOW YALL BABBY SiSTER LOOKiNq UP TO ME AS MUCH AS iLOOKED UP TO YOU. ! LOVE YOU BEAR BEAR SOOOO MUCH . ! EVERBODY MiSS AND LOVE YOU♥ YOU TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE. !

Sierra Radford October 22, 2009

For my loving son

I guess Im just looking for that ray of hope,
as I keep wondering how Im gonna cope,
People keep telling me its gonna be alright.
I wonder if they know how it really feels inside.
The scarring images continue to play in our heads,
with the visions of you laying there in your bed.
Eternally in peace,you left in your sleep,
leaving us alone with our memories to keep.

How hard it is to get up and try to make each day work.
To look at the sky is helpful but it still continues to hurt.
It reminds me though of all the colorful things that you've said, all the hiking trips we went on , all the times you got us wet!
The barbeques made according to your "specialities",
you know the ones you especially liked to eat!
Im only gonna invite a few friends you'd say.
They ripped our hearts Aaron when they took you away.

To think that we had a conversation about death that last day.
If I only knew it was really gonna end up that way.
We miss your touch Aaron, your love and wrestling in rough ways.
Swimming and camping will never be the same.
Nor will, I think - any holiday.
We cry and clench and shake sometimes,
but somehow we always remember your flashing smile.
For you we'd always seem to go the extra mile.

we miss that energetic push and excitement for life that you had.
The dancing in the kitchen and singing even if you were kind of bad.
The scrambled eggs for breakfast you'd always have me make.
We miss the hugs, the wet kisses and protection that you gave.
The funny faces, cuddling,watching movies and games.
There's always going to be a hole in our hearts Air-Bear no matter what they say!
Love mommy

Jo Anne Wild October 18, 2009

from erika

*AARON ANTHONY CRAVEN*

{APRIL 1, 2006}

God needed an angel so he chose

you.

Since you've been up there the sky has gotten

so blue.

I hold back the tears & try not to

let go.

These past few months have gone by

so slow.

You went peacefully, in your

sleep.

All I have left are memories

to keep.

Everybody misses you more & more

each day.

Some nights are so long all I can do

is pray.

You were only 15 year old.

After you passed away my heart

grew so cold.

I miss the old days when we would

stay up late.

We met through blood,

not by fate.

But you were more than family

to me.

You were everything & more a friend

needed to be.

You changed me for the

best.

I feel your soul is still alive, not at

rest.

Theres a place in my heart that you

will always be.

But all I have left are pictures

to see.

Its hard to say how I really

feel.

Everything happened so fast, it seemed

unreal.

Days go by & time does

too.

I know in my heart I'll FOREVER be

MISSING YOU.



By: Erika

I miss you airbear

Brian Craven (Pop) September 3, 2009